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Controlled Collapse

by Foxxxy Mulder

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1.
Apocalypse 05:01
night’s shimmering it seems like everyone is happy feeling free happy to drift away like that they fell asleep somewhere between a birth and death and now they dream endlessly tear a page and start a fire only the ghosts inside your head can see the light and now they’re singing like a choir because a match and gasoline could make it right i’ve had a dream the world around me is all ash and crumbling scream to find the sunrise every night now forests bleed and i can see the dead all coming up for me i think i’ll let you see tear a page and start a fire only the ghosts inside your head can see the light and now they’re singing like a choir because a match and gasoline could make it right
2.
Disgraceless 05:01
everyone is dancing now moving faster now watching like it’s distant now i feel low i don’t care well i’m coming up have patience and i know it isn’t right but i see you i see you there now you feel so far away but i’ll be tearing through my skin cause i can do this cause i can break out yesterday i stayed in bed for hours and hours and hours and hours i just couldn’t find a reason to start the pain of the day and now i’m thinking back to times when waking up was not so hard i’m getting up now i’m waking up now everything your eyes said was enough to let me know that i could do this i have to do this now how i wanted to be faceless i wanted to be faceless just if i could be disgraceless if i could be disgraceless everyone is dancing now moving faster now watching like it’s distant now i feel low i don’t care
3.
Illusions 03:03
darkness shaped like an angel an outstretched hand to take me far away my dreams are knotted and tangled no future or past it’s really all the same morning is just an illusion a narrow perspective suggests the break of day and sunbeams now points of confusion so stiff in the covers to hide from all i’ve made don’t look at me like that i know it’s not the end of the world it’s just another limp around the sun
4.
Pity 05:02
can you see a future on the other side can’t say i want it look back from years to when you could have died is it hard to swallow twenty short years from now wanna meet me some night tell me all about the big plans to never turn out right your head’s full of stars so you wanna strike the world to watch it flame out can’t say i’d stop it they’ll say it’s such a pity such a cop out what of it you said i don’t give a fuck today just let the world smolder cause even monsters and gods and flames grow old and grow colder your head’s full of stars
5.
Vengeance 06:38
he’s a thief and a murderer and i would kill him if i had the chance what he has done is unforgivable they found a young girl’s body carved with glass who of you would stop him if you had the chance if you didn’t have somewhere to be he knows nothing about empathy i’ll drain his blood to make him feel so weak he’s a conman and a counterfeit grinning while he whispers through his teeth draping every slander in a sugar coat says nobody could love a girl so cheap who of you would stop him if you had the chance if you didn’t have somewhere to be he knows nothing about empathy i’ll gouge his eyes to make him blind and meek he’s another like the ones before always smooth and charming when you meet he tells you that there is no other girl who makes him feel so young and strong and free who of you would stop him if you had the chance if you didn’t have somewhere to be he knows nothing about empathy i’ll take his tongue so he can never speak he knows nothing about empathy so now i’m gonna teach him to feel pain he knows nothing about empathy i’ll wait till he collapses from the strain
6.
New 03:55
new something totally new something totally new someone totally new someone totally new someplace totally new sometime totally new somewhere new i am someone totally new some place totally new sometime totally new new new new i am someone someplace somewhere sometime new new someone totally new totally new i am someone somewhere someplace new new new somewhere someplace sometime someone

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released June 4, 2021

Foxxxy Mulder is David Kumler and Kori Hensell
Recorded and mixed by David Kumler
Mastered by Adam Straney at BreakPoint Mastering

Recorded in Seattle and Fairbanks, 2019-2021

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